Momwe mayi wolumala adawonetsera dziko kwa mwana wake wa mliri

Ndine wosiyana tsopano kuposa momwe ndinalili pamene mliri unayamba.Sindikutanthauza kuti ndinasiya zodzoladzola ndikuyamba kuvala leggings monga yunifolomu yanga ya ntchito ndi kusewera, ngakhale, inde, zimatero. Ndinapita ku mliri ndi kugunda kwamwana wokongola komanso chizolowezi chogona usiku wonse, komwe kwinakwake, ndi mboni zochepa, ndinakhala mayi weniweni. Patha pafupifupi chaka chimodzi kuchokera pamene mwana wanga anabadwa, ndipo ndizodabwitsabe kupeza dzinali. Ndine ndipo nthawi zonse ndidzakhala mayi wa munthu! mliri kapena ayi, koma kwa ine, chodabwitsa kwambiri ndichakuti ndi ochepa omwe adawonapo munthu yemwe amafanana ndi zomwe makolo Anga adakumana nazo. Ndine mayi wolumala. Kunena zoona, ndine mayi wolumala amene nthawi zambiri amagwiritsa ntchito njinga ya olumala. Ndisanadziŵe kuti ndili ndi pakati, maganizo oti ndidzakhala kholo anali otheka komanso ochititsa mantha ngati ulendo wopita kuthambo. roketi yapanyumba.Zikuwoneka ngati sindine ndekha amene ndikusowa kuganiza.Mpaka pamene ndinali ndi zaka 33, sindikuganiza kuti madokotala akanatha kukambirana ndi ine zakukhala ndi mwana.Zisanachitike, funso langa silinkaloledwa. "Sitidzadziwa mpaka titadziwa," ndimamva mobwerezabwereza. Chimodzi mwazinthu zomvetsa chisoni kwambiri zokhala ndi mwana pa nthawi ya mliri ndikulephera kugawana naye dziko lapansi. Ndinamujambula zithunzi zambiri, pa bulangeti losindikizidwa ndi mandimu, pampando wake, pachifuwa cha abambo ake - ndikulembera mameseji. aliyense amene ndimamudziwa, kufunitsitsa kuti ena amuwone akugwa ndi makwinya.Koma kubisalira kunyumba kwatipatsanso kanthu kena.Kumandipatsa chinsinsi komanso kumandipangitsa kuti ndizindikire umakaniko wa umayi kuchokera pampando wanga.Ndinaloledwa kulowa mosavuta. ntchito imeneyi popanda kuunika zambiri kapena mayankho osayenera.Kuzindikira kayimbidwe kathu kumatenga nthawi ndikuchita.Ndinaphunzira kumukweza kuchokera pansi ndikulowa m'chiuno mwanga, kulowa ndi kutuluka pabedi lake, ndikukwera pamwamba ndi pamwamba pa chipata cha mwana-zonse popanda omvera. Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinamutenga Otto kuti akamuwone dokotala wake anali ali ndi masabata atatu ndipo ndinali ndi mantha. Aka kanali koyamba kusewera ngati mayi pagulu. mpando wa galimoto, ndi kumukulunga iye. Anapinda m'mimba mwanga. Ndinakankhira ife ku chipatala, kumene valet inayima pakhomo pake. Titangochoka m’galaja, ndinamva kuti maso ake akugwa pa ine. kutanthauza kuseri kwa mawu ake, sizinasinthe kumverera kuti kuyang'ana kwake kosalekeza kunandipangitsa kumva ngati tikudutsa pa iye, ngati akufuna kuti ndimuponye mwana wanga pa konkire nthawi iliyonse. kusonkhana kunyumba.Ndikudziwa chimene ndikuchita.Iye ali otetezeka ndi ine. Anayang'ana masitepe onse a ulendo wathu, akukweza khosi lake kuti atiyang'ane mpaka titayimirira mkati. Anatiyang'ananso pamene Otto anamaliza kutipima n'kubwerera kugalaji. Kunena zoona, kuyang'anitsitsa kwake kunakhala malo osungiramo nthawi zonse zomwe adakumana nazo. Nthawi iliyonse, ndinkazandima kubwerera m'galimoto yathu. Mosasamala kanthu za cholinga, mphindi iliyonse yomwe timakhala pagulu imakhala pamwamba pa mbiri yodetsa nkhawa yomwe sindingathe kunyalanyaza. Sikuti kukumana kulikonse ndi mlendo kumakhala kowopsa. Zina ndi zabwino, monga munthu yemwe ali mu elevator akuseka pamphumi pa Otto atakhala pansi pa chipewa chake chofiira chowala chokhala ndi tsinde lobiriwira kuchokera pamwamba, tiyenera kufotokoza kuti mmodzi wa ophunzira anga adaluka. chipewa chake cha "Tom-Otto". Pali nthawi zina zomwe zimakhala zododometsa, monga pamene tinatengera Otto kupaki kwa nthawi yoyamba - mnzanga Mika anali akumukankhira pa pram ndipo ine ndinali ndikugudubuzika - mzimayi wodutsa chakuyang'ana Otto, kundigwedeza mutu." nanga ukwere mgalimoto mwako?" Anandifunsa. Ndinayima kaye, nditasokonezeka. Kodi ankandiona ngati galu wa pabanjapo, ndikusewera mwana wanga chidole chamoyo chapadera? Zina mwa zimene tinayankha zinali zachifundo, monga kundiona ndikusamutsa Otto m'galimoto monga ogwira ntchito zaukhondo. ananyamula zinyalala zathu m'galimoto yawo ndikuwomba m'manja ngati ndikumukweza ndi pinky Landing wanga atakhomeredwa pa nkhwangwa zitatu. Pa nthawiyo, mwambowu unali utasanduka gule wamba kwa ife, ngakhale kuti unali wovuta kwambiri. Mosasamala kanthu za cholinga, mphindi iliyonse yomwe timakhala pagulu imakhala pamwamba pa mbiri yodetsa nkhawa yomwe sindingathe kuinyalanyala. Kumenyera kuonedwa ngati kholo lodalirika komanso loyenera kumangiriza m'mphepete mwazochita zilizonse zomwe ndimakhala nazo. Ndani amakayikira kuti nditha kuteteza mwana wanga? Ndani akuyang'ana zizindikiro za kunyalanyaza kwanga? .Ngakhale kuyerekeza kukhala masana ku paki kumandipangitsa thupi langa kukhala lolimba. Ndikuyesera kutsimikizira Otto kuti zomwe timafunikira ndi mapanga osangalatsa momwe tingapangire omvera kuti asamakhale kutali ndikunamizira kuti kuwira kwathu ndi chilengedwe chonse. Chifukwa chiyani sitingaganizidwe molakwika pomwe titha kupeŵa chidwi chilichonse? Otto sanagwirizane nazo, mwaukali, mofulumira kuposa mmene ndimadziŵira kuti mwanayo anali ndi maganizo. Iye anafuula mokweza ngati tiyi, kulengeza kuwira kwake, kuti athetsedwe kokha mwa kuchoka m’nyumba zathu zazing’ono. Kwa miyezi yambiri, iye analankhula. kunja kwa dziko lonse lapansi ngati mwana wamfumu wa Disney wodetsa nkhawa.Kumwetulira m'maso mwake m'mawa kunandipangitsa kuganiza kuti akufuna kupota thambo lotseguka ndikuimba ndi alendo pamsika. Atangoyamba kukhala m'chipinda ndi msuweni wake Sam - yemwenso ndi mwana - Otto anayamba kuseka zomwe sitinamvepo. mainchesi ochepa kuchokera pankhope yake - "Kodi ndinudi?" Adakhala ngati akufunsa.Anayika dzanja lake pa tsaya la Sam, ndipo chisangalalo chidasefukira.Sam anali osasunthika, maso ali phee, odabwitsidwa ndi kukhazikika kwake. Nthawiyo inali yokoma, koma kupweteka kosalimba kunakwera pachifuwa panga. Mwachibadwa, ndinaganiza, "Osakonda kwambiri! Mwina simukukondedwanso!" Otto sanadziwe momwe angadziwire zomwe Sam adachita.Sanazindikire kuti Sam sakubweza. Mwana wanga akutitulutsa mu khola ndipo akufuna kuti tipite kudziko lapansi. Mbali ina ya ine ndikufuna kuti aizungulire - kumva phokoso la khamu la anthu pamphepete mwa parade, fungo la sunscreen ndi chlorine concoction. dziwe losambira la anthu onse, mverani chipinda chodzaza ndi anthu akuimba. Koma Otto sanamvetse kuti kuona dziko kumatanthauza kuwonedwa. ndipo nzosamasuka kukakhala pamodzi ngati munthu.Iye sadziwa kudandaula kunena zoipa, kuvala choipa, kuchita choipa. Ndingamuphunzitse bwanji kukhala wolimba mtima? Kodi maganizo a anthu ena amamveka ponseponse? Mukudziwa kuti ndi zoopsa ziti zimene muyenera kuchita? Pamene ubongo wanga ukuzungulira zoopsa ndi mphotho zochoka pakhomo, ndikuyankhula ndi anzanga, ndikuwerenga Twitter, ndikuzindikira kuti sindine ndekha amene ndimaopa kulowanso m'bwalo. nthawi yoyamba m'miyoyo yathu, ndipo zimatisintha - zimatipatsa mwayi woyesera mawonekedwe a jenda, kumasuka matupi athu, ndikuchita maubwenzi ndi ntchito zosiyanasiyana. Tingateteze bwanji ziwalo zomwe tazipeza kumene tikabwerera ku chikhalidwe china ?Likumveka ngati funso lomwe silinachitikepo m'mbuyomu, koma mwanjira zina, awa ndi mafunso omwe takhala tikufunsa kuyambira chiyambi cha mliriwu. Kodi tingatani kuti tikhale otetezeka komanso ogwirizana? chikhumbo ndi vuto amamva bwino. Miyezi ingapo ya mliriwu, amayi anga adayambitsa banja lawo la Zoom sabata iliyonse. Lachiwiri lililonse masana, ine ndi azilongo anga timagwirizanitsa pazenera kwa maola awiri. Palibe ndondomeko kapena udindo. , kapena m’paki.Nthaŵi zina tinkayenera kukhala chete chifukwa kunali khanda lakumbuyo (o, moni, Otto!), koma tinkangowonekera, mlungu ndi mlungu. gwirizanitsani. Kodi ndingamuphunzitse bwanji kukhala wolimba mtima? Imirirani nokha pamene maganizo a ena ali omveka komanso opezeka paliponse? Lachiwiri lina masana, pamene ndinali kukonzekera kukaonana ndi dokotala wina ku Otto, ndinamasula valavu kuti ndichepetse nkhawa zanga za kulowetsedwa kwa valet mosalekeza. Ndinali kuyembekezera maulendo afupiafupiwa kuchokera ku garaja kupita ku chipatala, ndipo mantha aakulu awa. Ndinkalephera kugona mausiku angapo kuti ndikhale pachibwenzi, ndikumakumbukiranso zimene ndinkaonedwa, kuyesera kulingalira maganizo amene ankabwera m’maganizo mwanga pamene ankatiyang’anitsitsa, n’kumada nkhawa kuti nthawi ina Otto adzalira. adzachita? Ndinagawana izi ndi banja langa pa seweroli ndikumangirira kukhosi ndipo misozi ikutsika pankhope panga. Nditangonena mokweza, sindinakhulupirire kuti sindinawabweretsere mwamsanga. Iwo adanditsimikizira luso langa, kutsimikizira kukakamizidwa, ndipo adakumana nane zonse. M'mawa mwake, ndikufika pamalo oimika magalimoto omwe ndinawazolowera, foni yanga inali ndi mameseji." Tili ndi inu!" Iwo anati. Kugwirizana kwawo kunachititsa kuti pakhale chitsamira chondizungulira pamene ndinatulutsa Otto pampando wake wagalimoto, kumumanga pachifuwa panga, ndi kutikankhira ku chipatala. Pamene ine ndi Otto tinayamba mosamala kwambiri kulowa m’dziko lino, ndinalakalaka ndikanatikuta ming’alu yathu mozungulira, makutu ang’onoang’ono, osasamalira anthu akuyang’anitsitsa, ndikukhala osawonongeka. kwathunthu ndekha.Momwe mliri umatifikitsa, ndife olumikizana kwambiri.Pali zambiri zomwe tingachite kuti tidziteteze; Ndife otetezeka tikamayika patsogolo thanzi la anthu amdera lathu lonse. Ndikukumbutsidwa zonse zomwe tachita kuti titetezane chaka chatha - kukhala kunyumba momwe tingathere, kuvala masks, kusunga mtunda kuti titetezeke. .Zoonadi, osati aliyense.Sindikukhala m'dziko la unicorns ndi fumbi lonyezimira.Koma ambiri aife taphunzira kupanga pogona wina ndi mnzake poyang'anizana ndi ziwopsezo. Kuwonera msonkhanowu kumandipangitsa kudzifunsa kuti ndi chiyani chinanso chomwe tingamange ndi luso latsopanoli lomwe taphunzira kuthengo. ?Kukumananso popanda kuyembekezera kuti chilichonse chiyenera kuoneka, kumveka, kusuntha kapena kukhala chimodzimodzi? Kumbukirani tsiku lonse - m'matupi athu - zimatengera chiopsezo chotani kuti tiwonetsere, osasiyapo kutsutsana ndi njere? Micah, Otto ndi ine tinayamba mwambo tisanachoke panyumba tsiku lililonse. Tinayima pakhomo, tinapanga katatu kakang'ono, ndikupsompsonana wina ndi mzake. Pafupifupi ngati spell yotetezera, kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi. okoma mtima; kudziimirira m’phokoso lonse ndi kupangira ena malo; kutenga zoopsa zabwino ndikupatsa ena phazi lofewa; kupanga malire ndi kulemekeza malire a ena.