Amai vakaremara vakaratidza sei nyika kumwana wavo ane denda

Ini zvino ndasiyana nezvandaiva pakatanga denda. Handisi kungoreva kuti ndarega kuzora mafuta uye ndatanga kupfeka leggings seyunifomu yangu yebasa nekutamba, hongu, hongu, zvinoita. Ndakapinda mudenda ndiine tsvarakadenga yemucheche uye netsika yekurara husiku hwese, uko kumwe, paine zvapupu zvishoma, ndakava amai chaivo. Patova nerinenge gore kubva mwanakomana wangu azvarwa, uye zvichiri kushamisa kuwana zita iri. Ndiri uye ndichagara ndiri amai vemumwe munhu! Ndine chokwadi kuti igadziriso huru kuvabereki vazhinji, kunyangwe mwana wavo akazvarwa panguva yekuzvarwa. denda kana kuti kwete, asi kwandiri, chinonyanya kundishamisa ndechekuti vashoma vakamboona mumwe munhu akafanana neruzivo rwevabereki Vangu. Ndiri amai vakaremara. Kunyanya, ndiri amai vakaoma mitezo vanoshandisa wiricheya munzvimbo dzakawanda. Ndisati ndaziva kuti ndaiva nepamuviri, pfungwa yokuti ndive mubereki yaityisa uye yaityisa serwendo rwokuenda kudenga. dombo remumba. Zvinoita sekunge handisini ndega ndinoshaya fungidziro. Kusvikira ndava nemakore makumi matatu nematatu, handifungi kuti vanachiremba vangadai vakaita hurukuro neni yakakomba nezvekuita mwana. Izvi zvisati zvaitika, mubvunzo wangu waiwanzorambwa. "Hatichaziva kusvika taziva," ndinonzwa kakawanda. Imwe yekurasikirwa kukuru kwekuve nemwana panguva yedenda kusakwanisa kugovana naye nenyika. munhu wese wandaiziva, ndaida kuti vamwe vamuone achidonha nekuwonyana.Asi kugara pamba kwakatipawo chimwe chinhu.Zvinondipa privacy uye zvinondibvumira kuona magadzirirwo ehuamai kubva pandigere.Ndakabvumidzwa kupinda zviri nyore. basa iri pasina kunyatsoongororwa kana mhinduro isingagamuchirwi.Kuziva rhythm yedu kunotora nguva uye kudzidzira.Ndakadzidza kumusimudza kubva pasi mumakumbo angu, kupinda nekubuda mubeche rake, uye kukwira uye pamusoro pegedhi remwana-zvose pasina vateereri. Kekutanga pandakaenda naOtto kunoona chiremba wake paaiva aine mavhiki matatu ekuberekwa uye ndaitya. Aka kakanga kari kekutanga kutamba saamai pane vanhu. chigaro chemota, ndokumuputira.Akazvipeta mudumbu mangu.Ndakasundidzira takananga kuchipatara, pakamira valet pamusuwo wemba yake. Tichingobuda mugaraji, ndakanzwa maziso ake achinditarisa. Handizivi kuti aifungei - pamwe ndakamuyeuchidza nezvemumwe munhu, kana kuti zvimwe angorangarira kuti akanga akanganwa kutenga mukaka kuchitoro. kureva kuseri kwekutaura kwake, hazvina kuchinja manzwire aainge aita kunditarisa kwaaiita kuti ndinzwe tichisveerera tichipfuura nepaari, kunge aida kuti ndikande mwana wangu paconcrete chero nguva.Ndakabvumira kuti ndibudise chivimbo chandakatanga. kuungana kumba.Ini ndinoziva zvandiri kuita.He is safe with me. Akatarisa nhanho dzose dzerwendo rwedu, akakweva mutsipa wake kuti atitarise kusvikira tanyangarika mukati. akatitarisa zvakare Otto paakapedza kutiongorora ndokudzokera kugaraji. Kutaura zvazviri, kutarisa kwaakaita ndiko kwakava bhuku renguva dzose dzaakanga agadzwa. Nguva imwe neimwe, ndaidzedzereka ndichidzokera kumotokari yedu. Pasinei nechinangwa, nguva yega yega yatinoshandisa paruzhinji inogara pamusoro penhoroondo inoshungurudza yandisingakwanise kufuratira. Hakusi kusangana kwese nemunhu wausingazive kunonzwa kutyisa. Zvimwe zvakanaka, semurume arimurifiti anoseka pahuma yaOtto agere pasi peheti yake tsvuku inopenya ine dzinde regirinhi rinobuda kumusoro, tinofanira kutsanangura kuti mumwe wevadzidzi vangu akaruka. ngowani yake "Tom-Otto". Pane nguva dzinotinetsa, sepatakaendesa Otto kupaki kekutanga - mumwe wangu Micah aimusundidzira mupram ini ndichiumburuka - mumwe mukadzi aipfuura akatarisa Otto, achindigutsurira musoro." wambopinda mumota yako here?" akabvunza. Ndakambomira, ndavhiringika. Aindifungidzira here sembwa yemhuri, ndichitamba chitoyi choupenyu chemwanakomana wangu? Dzimwe dzemhinduro kwatiri dzaiva dzomutsa, dzakaita sekuona ndichiendesa Otto kurori sevashandi veutsanana. takatakura marara murori yavo ndichiombera kunge ndaimusimudza nepinky Landing yangu yakabairirwa nematemo matatu.Panguva iyoyo, tsika iyi yainge yatova dhanzi remazuva ese kwatiri, kunyangwe kakatinetsa. Pasinei nechinangwa, nguva yega yega yatinopedza tiri paruzhinji inogara pamusoro penhoroondo inoshungurudza yandisingagone kufuratira.Vanhu vakaremara vanotarisana nezvipingamupinyi pakurerwa, kupererwa nekodzero yokuchengetwa, kumanikidzwa uye kuvharirwa, uye kubvisa pamuviri nekumanikidzwa.Iyi nhaka ye kurwira kuti ndionekwe semubereki akavimbika uye akakodzera kunoputira kumucheto kwekudyidzana kwese kwandinoita. Ndiani anokahadzika kukwanisa kwangu kuchengetedza mwanakomana wangu akachengeteka? Ndiani ari kutsvaga zviratidzo zvekuregeredza kwangu? Nguva yega yega nevanomira inguva yandinofanira kuratidza .Kutofungidzira kuswera mupaki kunondinetsa muviri wangu. Ndiri kuedza kunyengetedza Otto kuti zvese zvatinoda mapako anotonhorera kwatinogona kuita kuti vateereri vaende kure uye kunyepedzera kuti bubble redu ndiro denga rose. Chero bedzi tina baba, FaceTime, takeout, uye bhavhu rekugeza zuva nezuva, tiri. zvakaitwa.Sei tiine ngozi yekusafungirwa zvisizvo isu tichigona kutiza zvachose kutariswa? Otto haana kubvumirana nazvo, nehasha, nekukasira kupfuura zvandaiziva kuti mwana ane mafungiro. Akaridza mhere yakanyanyisa sepoto yetii, achizivisa kuvira kwayo, kuti adzimurwe chete nokusiya miganhu yeimba yedu duku. Kwemwedzi yakawanda, akataura. kunze kwenyika yakafara seanoshushikana Disney princess.Kupenya mumaziso ake mangwanani kwakaita kuti ndifunge kuti aida kutenderera pasi pedenga rakashama uye kuimba nevasingazivi pamusika. Paakatanga kugara mukamuri imwe neimwe cousin yake Sam - uyo pachake ari mucheche zvishoma - Otto anobva aputika nekuseka zvatisati tambonzwa. masendimita mashoma kubva pachiso chake - "Uri zvechokwadi here?" akaita seabvunza.Akaisa ruoko rwake padama raSam, mufaro ukabva wazara.Sam akangoti zii, maziso akati zii, akavhiringidzika nekufunga.Nguva yacho yaitapira, asi marwadzo asina kusimba akasimuka muchipfuva changu. "Usada zvakanyanya! Ungasadiwa zvakare!" Otto akashaya kuti oziva sei kuti Sam akanga aita sei.Haana kuziva kuti Sam akanga asiri kudzorera. Mwana wangu ari kutibudisa mukoko uye anoda kuti tiende kunyika. Chikamu changu chinoda kuti aitenderedze - inzwa mhere-mhere yemhomho yepamipendero yeparade, kunhuwa mafuta ezuva uye chlorine concoction mukati. dziva revoruzhinji, inzwa imba yakazara nevanhu vaiimba.Asi Otto haana kunzwisisa kuti kuona nyika kwaireva kuonekwa. uye kusagadzikana kungava kuva pamwe chete somunhu.Haazivi kunetseka kwokutaura chinhu chisina kururama, kupfeka chinhu chisina kururama, kuita chinhu chisina kururama.Ndingamudzidzisa sei kuva noushingi?Simuka iwe pachako apo the pfungwa dzevamwe dzine ruzha uye dzinowanikwa kwose kwose?Ziva ngozi dzipi dzaunofanira kutora?Kuti uzvidzivirire?Ndingamudzidzisa sei chimwe chinhu kana ini ndisati ndazvinzwisisa? Sezvo pfungwa dzangu dzichitenderera njodzi nemibairo yekubva pamba, pandinotaura neshamwari, pandinoverenga Twitter, ndinoona kuti handisi ini ndega ndinotya kupinda zvakare munhandare. Vazhinji vedu tinowana nzvimbo tisina kuona kekutanga muhupenyu hwedu, uye zvinotishandura-zvinotipa mukana wekuedza kutaura kwevakadzi, kuzorodza miviri yedu, uye kuita hukama hwakasiyana nemabasa.Tingadzivirira sei zvikamu zvitsva zvedu pachedu kana tadzokera kune imwe mhando yetsika. ?Unonzwa somubvunzo usina kumboitika, asi neimwe nzira, iyi mibvunzo mimwechete yatagara tichibvunza kubva pakatanga denda iri. Tingazvichengetedza sei uye kuti tirambe takabatana? chido uye dambudziko anonzwa kujaira. Mwedzi mishoma mudenda, amai vangu vakatangisa mhuri yavo yevhiki nevhiki Zoom. Chipiri chega chega masikati, iye nehanzvadzi dzangu neni tinopindirana pachiratidziro kwemaawa maviri. Hapana hurongwa kana zvinosungirwa.Dzimwe nguva tinononoka, kana mumota. , kana mupaki.Dzimwe nguva taifanira kunyarara nokuti kumashure kwaiva nekacheche kaichema (oh hello, Otto!), asi takaramba tichioneka, vhiki nevhiki. kubatana. Ndingamudzidzisa sei kushinga?Simuka iwe pachako kana pfungwa dzevamwe dzine ruzha uye dziri kwese kwese? Mumwe musi weChipiri masikati, pandakanga ndichigadzirira kuonana nemumwe chiremba muOtto, ndakasunungura vharuvhu kuti ndidzivise kushushikana kwangu pamusoro pekugara kwevhareti. Zvaitowedzera kuipa.Ndaishaya hope husiku hushomanana zuva risati rasvika, ndichidzokorora ndangariro dzekutariswa, ndichiedza kufungidzira pfungwa dzaiuya mupfungwa dzangu paakatitarisa, ndichinetseka kuti nguva inotevera Otto aizochema. achaita here? Izvi ndakazvitaura nemhuri yangu pahuro ndakasunga huro uye misodzi ichiyerera. Pandakangozvitaura zvinonzwika, handina kutenda kuti ndakanga ndakurumidza kuvaunzira. Inzwa inoita kuti chiitiko chinzwe chidiki. Vakasimbisa kugona kwangu, vakasimbisa kumanikidzwa, uye vakasangana neni zvese. Mangwanani akatevera, pandakapinda munzvimbo yandakajaira yekupaka, foni yangu yakazadzwa nemeseji."Tine iwe!" vakati.Kubatana kwavo kwakagadzira mutsamiro wakandipoteredza pandakabudisa Otto pachigaro chake chemotokari, ndikamusungirira pachipfuva changu, uye ndokutisundidzira kuchipatara. Nhoo iyoyo ndiyo yakandifadza zvikuru mangwanani iwayo. Sezvo ini naOtto takanyatsotora matanho ekutanga munyika ino, ndaishuva kuti dai ndaigona kuputira mabubbles edu patiri, maturu akareba, kusava nehanya nevanhu vakatarisa, uye kusaparara. Asi handifungi kuti idambudziko randinogona kugadzirisa. zvachose ndega. Sezvo denda richiita isu, takabatana zvisingaite. Pane zvakawanda zvatingaite kuti tizvidzivirire; tinochengeteka kana tikaisa hutano hwenharaunda yedu yese pamberi.Ndinoyeuchidzwa nezvese zvatakaita kuchengetedzana gore rapfuura - kugara pamba nepose patinogona napo, takapfeka masiki, kuchengetedza chinhambwe kuti tichengetedze tese. .Chokwadi, kwete munhu wose.Ini handigari munyika yeunicorns neguruva rinopenya.Asi vazhinji vedu takadzidza kugadzira pokugara kune mumwe nemumwe mukutarisana nekutyisidzirwa. Kuona kuungana kwakabatana uku kunoita kuti ndizvibvunze kuti ndezvipi zvimwe zvatingavaka neunyanzvi hutsva uhu hwatakadzidza kusango.Tinokwanisa here kudzokorora miitiro imwe cheteyo yekuchengeta utano hwedu hwepfungwa? Zvingave zvakaita sei kuti tipe mukana wekuti mumwe nemumwe achinje ?Kusanganazve tisingatarisiri kuti zvinhu zvese zvinotaridzika, kurira, kufamba kana kugara zvakafanana?Yeuka zuva rese - mumiviri yedu - zvinotora njodzi yakadii kuti uratidze, ndoda kupikisana nezviyo? Ini naMicah, Otto takatanga tsika tisati tabuda mumba zuva rega rega.Takamira pamusuwo, tikagadzira kakona kadiki, ndokutsvodana.Kunenge chitsinga chekudzivirira, kurovedza muviri kwakapfava.Ndinovimba tinodzidzisa Otto kushinga uye kind; kuzvimiririra mumheremhere yose uye kuti awanire vamwe nzvimbo; kutora njodzi dzakanaka uye kupa vamwe tsoka yakapfava; kugadzira miganhu uye kuremekedza zvinogumira vamwe.